I dont want to talk to you. I'm very angry at you, it's only because of my frustration and stress that I have been experiencing lately. I know it's not your fault, but you could help me out, you know. It's not like I ask you for things every single day. I rarely ask you for anything. :(
I just want you to sort this problem out ASAP!!!!!!! (hopefully by Thursday evening)
How can you let me be stressed over this little situation? I am crying over this little thing....how in the world is this possible? How can you let me suffer like this??? Do you know how it feels like to be stressed out and be frustrated and all those anxious feelings you get when you experience this sort of thing? But then again, how would you know what's it like to be stressed out :( You live a stress-free life up there in your heavenly abode...nothing to worry about...letting the world run on its own....But making Neha suffer over this little thing, you just enjoy doing that, dont you?
Okay, okay, I'm Sorry! :(
I know I say and do silly and stupid things sometimes due to which you angry at me, but that's no reason for you to punish me like this. I dont want to be stressed out and cry over this little sproblem :(
It's just not me....this is not me. I dont cry over little things like this that stress me out....
Please, please, please, God, if you can hear my tiny little plead then PLEASE HELP ME!
I beg you, on my knees (upset and crying) with my hands folded together, to solve this problem and let me be free of this stress and frustration and worry and anxiety (etc.) that is currently residing in me.....PLEASE!!! :( :( :(
I would gratefully be thankful to you, as always, and more, if this problem gets solved ASAP!...
Waiting to see a miracle happen from your side. Please show me that there are such things as miracles that exist. Please don't let me down. :(
Rest is fine. Hope things are well with you (ideally, it should be, right?....unless there's some problem. You can always share your problems with me, you know. I'm always here for you! Just like how you are always here for me! :) And I know you will be here for me to listen to my current problem and help me solve it ASAP! :) )
Sincerely, truly and lovingly yours,
Neha Misra
p.s. Sorry for any grammatical and/or spelling errors.
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aww wats wrong neha.. all shud well for u soon....
Hope your miracle works.
But personally, I would suggested not depending on God.
I found out that I can solve my problems myself better if i try harder at solving them rather than praying to God.
god does'nt help u drectly! he has messengers/assistants/representatives in the world! look out for them/him/her!!! but also be careful as u are in a vulnerable state now!
@ raman
everything is wrong raman :( everything :(
let's hope god helps me out :(
@ tsk
miracle has not happened yet :(
I dont ask god to help me in everything, in fact, i dont ask God to me with anything at all. But this time, only God can help me out, but apparently, he's too busy for me :(
@ sasi
i hope one of those messengers/assistants/representatives turn up as a female tenant who can sublet my room for 3 months so that i dont have to pay the 3 months rent myself!...
Well , through out our life we do nothing but try to discover ourselves.If the pain/sufferings/anxiety/tension will not come in your way then you will probably miss some portion of your personality unknowingly.I know it's easier said than done , but have patience , things will come to track soon .Luck is like something unless and until it's rubbed on the stone of tensions/pains it will not get sharper and you will not get luckier.Who knows you might avoid the same situation in future.
With Love ...
Bibhu...
Only if the god read blogs!
All the best
Lil Miss Stressed girl,
Sometimes the easiest way to feel better is to talk to someone about your problems...I am sure you have a dozen friends who love you completely... and if u worried about being judged, well it sounds stange but sometimes talking to complete strangers helps ..
lol, wait.. i just read your comments.. your problem is to catch hold of a roomie .. lol, lol, the way you wrote the post i thought you were depressed coz of some maha difficult situation ;)
Take care kiddo!
Nero
@ bibhu
thank you for that gyaan....but what i need right now is God to reallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy help me out :( and apparently, God is not doing that...
@ atul
thanks...
and im sure God does read blogs...the blogs of our heart and mind, if you know what i mean :)
@ mr neeraj
as 'lil miss stressed girl' as i may be, i have a maha problem of not 'not finding a roommate,' rather, it's subletting (some1 else stays in my room while im away)...
as far as talking to friends is considered, they dont help except relieve some frustration :P it's not that i will be judged...
i dont give a damn about ppl judging me...the ones that love you will never judge you!!!!!(this could be a whole new topic, but let me not digress)
I find this subletting thing very interesting especially coz I have never been exposed to it, despite changing locations and therefore unfortunately roomies, on quite a few occassions.. could start a whole new topic, but if you have the energy or inclination, it would be interestin to know about this subletting thing...
hahaha
cute :-)
@ neeraj
sublet...simply renting ur room/apartment for a short term while u r away from ur room/apartment....(for a better explanation, please google it :P as u r an expert in it ;) lol )
@ anony
thanks
did god come to ur rescue..?? in case he did, I have a petition to forward.. he isnt jus responding to me so in case he's helped u, u can fwd my petition too ..
Hey dont get pissed off... evrything will turn out okay!
Oh.. Yes miracles do exist. They do.
Not because God sends them, but because you believe that you can face anything.
Keep going girl.
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